CHAOS
PEOPLE THINK THAT I AM SO CONFUSED AS OF MY OWN CONFUSION BUT I THINK YOU MAKE ME FEEL SO CONFUSED ABOUT YOURSELF WHETHER YOU ARE OR NOT SO ENOUGH CONFUSED ABOUT MY CONFUSION … ARE YOU REALLY AWARE OF MY CONFUSION??? CONFUSION IS NOT ONLY THINKING VIGOROUSLY, VASTLY, DEEPLY OR INSPECTING ALL ASPECTS OF THOUGHTS BUT TO THINK IN WRONG DIRECTION WITH DIFFERENT PACE AND MAKE YOURSELF BELIEVE THAT YOU ARE GETTING RIGHT AND APPROPRIATE THING WHILE YOU HAVE SELF-REALISATION AT THIS MOMENT THAT YOU DIDN’T GET EXACT THING WHAT YOU REALLY WANTED BUT YOU HAVE GOTTEN SOME OTHER THING THAT YOU DIDN’T EXPECT AND THAT PLUNGE YOU IN A STATE OF CHAOS…